This IS who I am!
So – Suffice it to say the gay community here in Jefferson City is well…Small! In it's own twisted little way it's much like an even more dysfunctional DESPARATE housewives episode on ABC.
EVERYTHING they say, feel or do, they all got it off their favorite TV show. They make me sick! Self righteous little bitches! I'm sorry to go on but hey that's what blogs are for right?
For this, I will quote a true patriot as I feel her comments about politics oddly apply to my situation here, Ann Richards said: "I've always said in politics your enemies can't hurt you, but your friends will KILL you every time."
So you little self righteous bitches think I have some "interesting" friends do you? You will all sit in judgment of me because these people, some of which are the weakest and least able to defend themselves among us, and some with more strength in their little fingers than you will ever hope to see in your lifetime, I choose to call them my friends. I'm sure most of them have not had the financial or educational opportunities that have been afforded your lilly white asses and therefore rather than get to know them, you will sit there in pathetic judgment of ME, because YOU are uncomfortable around them. This is YOUR issue, not mine!
FUCK YOU! You are not nor have you ever been my real friends otherwise you would know me enough to know I do not sit in judgment of anyone for the path they have chosen in life or the cards that have been dealt them! I can hear your accusations and assumptions as well. Believe it or not, my gifts and abilities extend far past what I am even comfortable with now, I hear what you are saying behind my back, it matters not, but I'll set the record straight I'm not sleeping with them HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT? Not just one of you but like a disease you have let rumors and innuendo spread among you all!
Sluts, Tramps, Freaks, Dykes, Scum and Low-Life are all labels. I'll have to say some of you I am genuinely disappointed in, I truly had thought you had EVOLVED past this type of bull-shit spiritually, you claim to be on such a higher spiritual level. I guess I was just wrong! I will say this though, those of you whom I am truly disappointed in, well….You've been there before! Wanna know what they were all saying about you when I met you? Has it really been that long ago? Climb down off your God Damned Cross somebody needs the wood!
You all make me sick! Unfortunately I'm surrounded by you everywhere I go!
Now Madonna: THIS IS WHO I AM, LIKE IT OR NOT! LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM OR DISLIKE ME FOR WHAT I'M NOT!
One thing this birthday has taught me is, even after 31 freakin years I may very well still be chasing things I will never have, BUT I can honestly say I'm personally happy with the man I have become and I value each and every person who I've met along my path! I wish the same for all of you some day. Until then, I suppose you all will condem me to the same fate you have so many others, I'll be one of the sluts, tramps, whores, freaks or dykes. That's COOL! At least I'll know I among true friends!
EVERYTHING they say, feel or do, they all got it off their favorite TV show. They make me sick! Self righteous little bitches! I'm sorry to go on but hey that's what blogs are for right?
For this, I will quote a true patriot as I feel her comments about politics oddly apply to my situation here, Ann Richards said: "I've always said in politics your enemies can't hurt you, but your friends will KILL you every time."
So you little self righteous bitches think I have some "interesting" friends do you? You will all sit in judgment of me because these people, some of which are the weakest and least able to defend themselves among us, and some with more strength in their little fingers than you will ever hope to see in your lifetime, I choose to call them my friends. I'm sure most of them have not had the financial or educational opportunities that have been afforded your lilly white asses and therefore rather than get to know them, you will sit there in pathetic judgment of ME, because YOU are uncomfortable around them. This is YOUR issue, not mine!
FUCK YOU! You are not nor have you ever been my real friends otherwise you would know me enough to know I do not sit in judgment of anyone for the path they have chosen in life or the cards that have been dealt them! I can hear your accusations and assumptions as well. Believe it or not, my gifts and abilities extend far past what I am even comfortable with now, I hear what you are saying behind my back, it matters not, but I'll set the record straight I'm not sleeping with them HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT? Not just one of you but like a disease you have let rumors and innuendo spread among you all!
Sluts, Tramps, Freaks, Dykes, Scum and Low-Life are all labels. I'll have to say some of you I am genuinely disappointed in, I truly had thought you had EVOLVED past this type of bull-shit spiritually, you claim to be on such a higher spiritual level. I guess I was just wrong! I will say this though, those of you whom I am truly disappointed in, well….You've been there before! Wanna know what they were all saying about you when I met you? Has it really been that long ago? Climb down off your God Damned Cross somebody needs the wood!
You all make me sick! Unfortunately I'm surrounded by you everywhere I go!
Now Madonna: THIS IS WHO I AM, LIKE IT OR NOT! LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM OR DISLIKE ME FOR WHAT I'M NOT!
One thing this birthday has taught me is, even after 31 freakin years I may very well still be chasing things I will never have, BUT I can honestly say I'm personally happy with the man I have become and I value each and every person who I've met along my path! I wish the same for all of you some day. Until then, I suppose you all will condem me to the same fate you have so many others, I'll be one of the sluts, tramps, whores, freaks or dykes. That's COOL! At least I'll know I among true friends!
posted by Shane at 10:38 PM
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